Sunday, May 24, 2009
Hi again,
It has been awhile eh, many stuffs have
happened during just this one short month. Some stuffs like:
I've just received my 2nd month's pay(allowance as they put it), my boyfriend's birthday had just past (phew, a relief! LOL. bzbz), I've submitted my Interim report(sigh. Oh well...), I've just past my 7th practical driving lesson (I'm scared of my own driving:S), I've ended my Japanese Immersion trip interview (Keeping my fingers cross!) etc......
Loads of major stuffs which had seriously drained much of my energy.
I've made my very 1st no-bake cheese cake:) A total success. weeee:) Thanks to the tips from Xiang Yun.
Anyway, the reason I've wanted to blog was that, I was feeling quite empty. You know, the glass is half empty kind of empty feeling? yup. Whatever. Sigh...
I don't understand why I couldn't get that kind of laughter and smile from you. Its quite sad. That night when you were surrounded by your friends, you were seriously happy. Laughing non-stop, smiling all the way... I felt that you were so different when you are with me. :( I'm happy for you but then that sense of emptiness strucked me. Kept dwelling within me, the bystander who had onlooked it all but was overlooked. It was just the same feeling I felt last year on your birthday as well.
I'm getting tired with keeping up. You club, I club too. But I realized that I don't truly enjoy it all because the main reason was to keep up and through it, I lost a little of me. You've changed and I just have to accept it. Fought but lost so I can only accept... I need to be more open to these changes.. Slow but yea. Its coming along.
Some random photos:
Dina's bdae, 1st ever clubbing experience with Fly. Btw, Phuture is SMALL! ugghh..
Gross Praying Mantis dish:S Ewww. Zoe's mum brought it back from Thailand. (This was taken quite long ago but I have to put up this photo man!) I ATE THAT! =_=. My first and last but it dint tasted as bad as it looked.
Kor Darren's Birthday! At Changi chalet:) Family photo..:)
Great Japanese BBQ restaurant. Ingenious BBQ pit which omitted huge flames and smoke:)
LOVE it. Ate Beef sashi(right photo) and loads of beef and pork 牛と豚肉！
I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:38 PM
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