Still have some Red camp pics to update..

COOL right! This is the Zouk-out in NP!


Beloved Centurions


The christmas deco of Orchard Road- dReamy


Fel-im-rotting-in-sch

The waves of my childhood memories crashed upon me as I watched ENCHANTED with Chewy at Lot 1 on sat night. It was like everything I have always wished for as a child started coming back to me. I was sleeping all the while. hah. Exaggeration. You know, I have always wished for a genuine and romantic love like the all so famous fairy tales. Yea, I want to be the princess in distress where a prince will swoop down and save me from the clutches of evil.

All lovey-dovey and enchanting.

I guess like the word, it is too good to be true in this harsh reality. I wonder who came up with the fairy tales. They must have needed some hideout from this reality too. Tooo unkind. The movie felt like a clash btw reality and imaginary. How the struggles in life is compared to the fictionistic life in the fairy world. BUT to find your one true love is really sweet. I found mine. hehe. *blush. Thanks Chewy! (If this is a fairy tale then let me stay in this for as long as possible. PLEASE! :) )

On fri, there was the hop nite! All the dancing made me dreamy. It was like I was lost in my own world. The Convention centre was transformed into a clubbing arena k! Seriously, it was really awesome! Never thought I will be having my second experience clubbing in Ngee Ann k. heh.. Luckily there were rules to abide to, like:

NO Physical contact whatsover ( hey! its an impt rule )

I guess I understand y in real clubs, ppl tend to do things over the top. Like fighting, passionate __ ... cuz the atmosphere calls for it. Dancing is all about releasing emotions and all so I guess it might get abit too much..

2day, Went Orchard with my beloved chewy! hehe.. Dragged time at my house for like 2hours before we could leave. (really dint know what to wear. =X what!! I had 2 big bruises so I had limited clothes choices ma). Thankfully Chewy was patient:) Ate till we were like on the verge of puking at TAKASHIMAYA. (The basement where there are many finger food.) It seems like people were on the rage for buying hand phones all around Orchard. Too many great offers? Anyway, I really love the fried cheese with egg noodles ($4). Though it is quite expensive judging from the looks of the ingredients. Wait till I learn how to cook k.

One more RANDOM thing: YAY! MY NRIC is FOUND! weeeppeee!! Such a kind soul. thanks! Luckily I have yet to make my IC. It really is a life-saver! Save my time & money!

2day even before leaving home I had already committed some sins. hah. SLOTH & WRATH.
Sloth- cuz I refused to wake up (eh.. not fully my fault. this few days have really took a toll on me k!)
Wrath- WHY do I have to go sch!! BAHH.. I HATE SCHOOL. (opps. sometimes only la. )

below is my Sins meter!

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	High
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Medium

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

• We went to Health Science ( nursing ) and I got to learn how to do CPR on babies. cool (dummy de baby la)


• we get to see how they EXTRACT the baby out from the vagina during deliveries! ( I really felt like puking k. SUPER sucky. wonder how will mothers react when they see such a scene: the head of the baby forcing thru their vagina wide open! OMG- faint)


• ate the liquified nitrogen biscuit! (damn cool. pic- below)

Actually,I'm a dragon! (nah. just some nitrogen. hah. wierd pic)


Just wanna show off my princess-y bed! wee.. so cozy. esp. now this time where it's so cold outside!


Mathe-boring-tics.. hehe. spot my lecturer! (bah. though she is quite gd.. )
Oh no i better buck up. cannot be complacent anymore!


the rainy scene(though it is not actually visible in this pic). Romance:) heh.. sweet sweet love.

Centurion badge. I have a set! (all the tribes!)


One of our Red camper trying out the broadcasting of news. hah. cool!!



This is something meaningful which we all have to take note!

It is one step to becoming a better and happier person:D ( Sent to me by Mei Xian)

1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
2. Marry a person you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
4. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.
5. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. (be sincere)
6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
7. Believe in love at first sight.
8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. (true!)
9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. ( I believe in this. I feel that we should not be afraid to love. :) or else we lose experiences which can make us better :) )
10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
11. Don't judge people by their relatives.
12. Talk slowly but think quickly.
13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'
14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
15. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.
16. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
17. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions

RANDOM: i wanna join JAPANESE TSUBASA CLUB! ( cosplays and all!!)

felly-love-redcamp!

Ngee Ann rocks!

Got too bored. Ended taking a pic of my plaited hair

(ambassadors' room- thurs, killing time b4 Centurions meeting )

Delectable Oreo mudpie from Serene centre. shared btw me & G!

(Friday, ytd after Autocad lessons)

Thanks G for the treat! hehex.
The place to chill and hide from all the buzz.

Found in China

Found in Thailand

the two pics above were taken from: http://engrish.com/

Really funny to see such extreme english errors. Like it is quite unbelivable. I make errors too but it is not so extreme. The standard of Singapore english can be deemed quite good in comparison? LOL

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I'm back! Weee... SUPER('cali'fragilistic'expi'ali'docious) tired! haha.. that's the Mary Poppins song(i checked it out). Actually that word is not appropriate in conveying what I wanted to say but it suddenly popped out of my mind. Aww.. memories.. though i never watched the show b4. Isn't that word super long?! it was a nonsense word actually. but I can say it real quick! haha.. Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!! KKK.. it's just a side track.

Coming back to the point where I said I'm tired.. Yea! Exactly! Today there was the sports camp training for the wannabe GLs(i tink its group leader). Anyway, it was G(Geraldina la) who intro this to me. Real great fun! Enjoyed it a lot. But i doubt I will have a place in the 50 ppl they are choosing out of the 200? Yea.. BUT it really doesn't matter cuz, the process is all worthwhile. You Know, I can like lose weight from the warm-up runs and exercises. HA! great great. Some sports to keep me active.

Oh man.. It's already so late! I need my sleep. but sacrifices have to be made after all since I really am showing my spirit in keeping the blog alive k! HAHA. I am doing my utmost best!

• LOVE 2day morning. rainy + woke up late + daddy send me to sch!


• LOVE sports camp training


• Dislike Maths teacher's way of doing things- Feels that she controls us too much and by not givin us freedom in deciding whether we do tutorials/ MOLs. too rigid. though she is quite a good teacher.


• Corrected Land Surveying's readings.(a pic of the instrument is shown below)

Bangladashy me:S

Sighh. k la. cant put off any more slping time. WEE. till next time!

OYASUMI!

LOVE

felly

XOXOXOXO

What does it feels like when you thought the 1 person who knows you the most turns out be be what u least expected? Is it pain? is it confusion?

How come it all feels so unfair? Regardless of any reason, the kite can just fly as far as it wants while the caged up bird can only look upon the soaring kite and hope.

What can I say? I am just a weakling with no power of rebuttal. I really hate it! Really. But I can't give it all up. I just really can bear to lose it. In such a dilemma. I love to be protected yet I need my freedom as well. Just like the story I just read 2day, which is about a farmer who owns a bird. The poor bird was well fed and loved but it was being caged up. On hearing his son words of letting the bird go since if the bird really feels the love of the farmer, it will stay even without the cage, the farmer then let it go. The bird returned in the end.

It really got to me. Real love stays without any form of chains. Letting go is the first step to loving.

but i still can't.

really can't

Really pathetic arn't I?
Isn't it better if i let go and allow you to fly and take control?
I'm still selfish. I really know and I fear this 1 step.

Maybe I'm the bird in the cage only that my wings are broken and I cannot fly. I need the love and care because I'm just to weak. Maybe I choose love to freedom.
Some sacrifices are meant to be made to be able to achieve your goal. I guess that's mine.

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CENTURIONS
WAHAHA. My tribe in RED CAMP!

• Woke up late- 1pm plus cuz slpt late


• watched Anime. " Myself; Yourself " epi- 1&2 *Omoshiroi ne! (quite funny lei)


• met Zu er at IMM- we went to eat at SUBWAY! yepPie! (Waited for eons k!)
  
• Next for the main course- KBOX! (jurong)- my first time to jurong's
  It is always our 'ritual' meeting spot. LOVE IT! just the 2 of us goin crazy:) anyway, the songs have been sung sooooo many times until the end we were like, " huh.. dunno what to sing already.. so bored!". haha..
  

PICS FROM K BOX


err.. is there really HOT coke?
Pardon my ignorance if there is because it really feels wierd. Like how do they make hot coke? Boil? (O.o)??


This is the pic of our pathetic room :(

I like bigger rooms with corner sofa seats so that I can stretch my leg and fully enjoy & relax.. Not this where I had to bring the camera so near to me to even take a proper photo.

• 12-2pm- Brought 3 Japanese interns around the campus! (during 2hrs lunch break)
  

To this I really have to say it was really an embarassment okay! My japanese is really the worst! I cannot even hold a proper convo as in maybe it really have to be basic and stuff for me to be able to understand. Initially I thought there will be more students helping out in this tour thing but it seems like there were only 2 person involve:S sheesh! Me and another guy. Man.. really have to improve! I have better note it down!

Otherwise, it was a rather enjoyable experience. Haha.. They were really friendly but 1 thing is that they cannot really stand the heat of Singapore. *Totemo atsui desu shou!( they kept saying 'Really hot!')

GROUP PIC OF INTERNS AND 'TOUR GUIDES'!



1st pic, toooo dark! haha..


The 2 females other then myself are the interns:)


Look at the guy in the middle of the pic! He is one of the interns that me and the guy on the left had to bring around k.. Don't play play k.. my friend had fallen straight for him the moment she saw him k! G ar.. wahhaha. 'He damn HOT la' quoted from G( protect her identity. but in any case, she's my dearest classmate! wahaha!)

• 2-5pm-Had AutoCad lessons! woosh. satisfying though it was really frustrating k! Finally I felt something which I can understand and enjoy in EWT. Otherwise it really feels like I'm in the wrong course.:S

my proud masterpiece!

• 5.30 -8pm , went for Sports Camp training session.
  

Oh man.. regretted not wearing sports attire. Cuz I thought it was merely briefing :S Sia suay & awkward la. But the training was awesome. At 1st I really felt lost since I have to part from Geraldina as we are in diff groups but... The ppl in my group are really friendly and GREAT! Very fun and funny! Though I had to leave in the middle of it all to get stuffs for the Red camp identities (which was the next day! I am 4ever so last min :S).

btw! I saw a rainbow while at the track area. WAH! felt so special at that moment:)

xxxx

SATURDAY

• Ate Roti Prata for breakfast ( daddy buy de:) )


• 10am- arrived at sch for identities meeting ( once again, my beloved daddy send me to sch! so happy! )


• 3pm- finally finish the identities! (consisting of making the spears & polka dotting the 10m sq black cloth and cutting them into 70 strips) THANKS for all the help 2day ppl:D


• 3.30-10.30pm chewy time! yay!

went to his house to meet him and he wanted us to have dinner with his mum, bro n sis. haha. yea. guess he wanted to have a family bonding session so I cannot be a bad person since he always oblige to my family outings.

Went lot 1 for a walk b4 the dinner. Shun Bian visit the library:) It is great that I can borrow 8 books at a time but.. I cannot read all finish:S Sigh.. waste my time choosing the books. haha.. But anyway I still borrowed 6 books. wahaha.=X

during the dinner, it was really fun to hear their family debates and stuff. especially when they debated about HEALTH issues. about being fat and stuff.

b4 going home, we caught a ride from chewy's sis. Took taxi to her house (cck) and went to c YUKI!( chewy's doggy). actually I quite afraid of the 'enthusiasm' of pets. haha. especially when they pounce on me/ decided to lick me.

WOA... is'nt all this info overloading?! How can i do so much within this 3daes.. EXHAUSTED!

Minna san wa oyasuminasai !! (gd nite everi 1!)

★フェリシア

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Sigh... It feels as though there is a great amount of pressure in my chest. Can't get it off! ARHH!!

Need some company:(
Need More break:(
Identities have to be done:(
Hw not done:(
Alone:(

Now i'm EMO-ISH k! need some form of relieve.
HELP:(

I wanna play mj!
I wanna go window shopping!
I wanna be HAPPY!

n I'm Not exactly satisfied with school.

I need to learn some independence.. :(
INDEPENDENCE INDEPENDENCE!


I can live on my OWN! learning in process.

• THE JOURNAL OF MORTIFYING MOMENTS


• THE HOT FLASH CLUB

Both reflects the struggles faced by women. Sigh.. It is always unfortunate when u meet a wrong/bad guy but the gd thing is, you have the wrong one to let you find out more about yourself. :S

Read a blog just now and it felt really despondent. She feels so helpless and I think I can relate to it myself. I hope that she will move on quickly. It's okay, everything will be just fine soon. I think that if I'm caught in such a situation where the guy is not worth my attention any more, I will be angry & hurt for the moment but that gives the courage to move on cause he SUCK!

-

Woa.. I think i just recovered from a 'splitting-head' ache. Felt much better after napping for a while. It has throbbed since ytd Jap's class. how come? Is it STRESS?!

man... anyway. when I woke up I found 2 Jap magazines! YEPPIE..

Courtesy of my mum's colleague's daughter:) THANK YOU!

Just LOVE their fashion styles. So unconventional!

The 2 freebies which are absolutely adorable:)

cosmetic pouch?

hairclips. kawaii desu yo~

yay.. i will try to add colours to my blog with many many many more pics :) yup!

WEEE....signing off,

☆フェリシア!

Singapore's very own Ferris Wheel. Still building in process (Never will I sit it man.. )

Random construction site. The old giving way for our future...

The "engagement" present (elaborated in the post below)

Yeppie~! Seriously overjoyed. Just when I felt helpless, my life was renewed with hope. Ha! So exaggerating right? No. Really cannot believe I have such a great classmate. Thanks Maurice! Weeee.. It's like there is only 20 more minutes left to the closure of the quiz and I am also left with my last try. Decided to call for help since my previous tries had been really outrageous. From 30 to 20 upon 65:S What nonsense! It was then i panicked. Sigh... Ever so last minute in completing my tasks. Have to learn to be more on the task. Does it have to do with me being a right brainer? haha... Going back to the point where I was being helped, I instantly felt quite shock at such a spontaneous reply. Maybe it is because when I am faced with such a situation, I will probably just try and answer the questions asked and not offer to do the questions for him/her. I think it is due to the not wanting to risk myself being blamed for getting it wrong. :S I think too much huh?

During the weekends,

1. I watched GamePlan (sat,with chewy)
2. Went to fly kite (sunday,with Uncle & Auntie Sato, daddy, mummy, faith, moon & chewy)
3. Ate at Kushin-Bo (")
4. Bought a new pair of shoes (sunday, mummy buy)
5. Received an 'engagement' present(sunday, Auntie Sato)

Quite a eventful and fattening weekend. Gosh.. Just Sunday alone, there is pizza hut and kushin bo.

Let me elaborate on the 'engagement' present. Since Auntie Sato happens to visit Uncle Sato, who is my mother's Japanese colleague, my mother decided to bring her around Singapore during her short 2-3 weeks stay. I guess she misunderstood chewy and I to be engaged during those outings. :S Quite an awkward scene 2dae when my mother told me about it and the present is not cheap k. It is a gold/silver/bronze chain which costs more than $400. :S Didn't know whether to return or keep at that time(at kushin bo). Really want to return it but it will be even more awkward. She has already bought 3 adidas watches and 1 baby G watch for my family last week:S She says it is for remembrance. She is really very friendly but seriously, I feel very sorry for not understanding her rapid speaking of Japanese. sigh.. have to buck up on Jap! Ganbatte ne! Feels like we a leaving her out during her stay. BAD! Hopefully she does feel happy during our outings.

Kite flying was wonderful. So childhoodieee.. :) Chewy realized the fun of it and did not wanted to let go of controlling the kite. HAHA. bleah.. anyway, he paid for it. A really great feeling to see the kite drift higher and higher into the sky.. Flying the kite reminds me of a S.H.E song. 半糖主义。'真的爱放开了手也不会随风去' Which means true love does not need you to hold on tightly as he/she will stay by you still no matter what. Love the song.

On sat, me n chewy went to watch the Game Plan. It is a heart warming family movie. Sweet and entertaining especially the little girl. I did not know that the main singer of Pussycat Dolls starred in the movie too.. Really surprising.. (warning.. spoiler ahead) She is a ballet teacher! WAH. Great contrast from her usual image la! Feels so elegant and poised. I prefer this image. haha.:D Nice show overall!

XOXOXOXO!!

K it's late in the night already and the rain is pouring and I love it like this. Where I can snuggle safely in my blanket and enjoy the coolness. yup! Saying bout this.. I better sleep already. haha.. LUCKY ME.

おやすみ！Nighty nitex!

フェリシア

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YES! IT's FRIDAY. Nope. To be exact, it's saturday. YEP. It means. the long awaited weekends are here again. Come to think of it.. time really zooms by. I don't wanna grow old -不想长大! (an S.H.E song). hehex.

I feel like I am still struggling with my age. Sometimes I really feel old and more matured than my peers(feel only la), I mean like I think more I think? Or at least I feel that I think a lot. Yet, ironically, I feel so childish when I cry so ever often at minor issues. OMGosh. I don't really like it when I cannot take control of myself or rather, situations where I cannot control and end up feeling so small and ignorant. BAH!

2day.. there was the Red Camp meeting.. got to c people in Centurions again.. quite a nice feeling yet don't really have the attached feeling. I don't think that we are bonded enough. I guess there are just too many people..

Maybe Not..?

I feel that it is hard to make really best friends in poly... I dunno. Everybody is just too busy with their many committements elsewhere. There are many acquaintances yet nth beats having 1 single best friend. I am not the kind to like being in groups.. Better if it is just a pair. :)

I have soooo many things to talk about each day.
Like I feel that I have chosen the wrong course. haha.. Now then I realise huh? Yea.. I think I will perservere no matter what anyway. I will just take this as an experience when I am older since I bet my future job will have nth much to deal with new water. But if it is... then..... I would not mind too. haha..! See how easy I am with my life. I have no focus= No success.:( sigh.. I wanna be rich! K la not i do not want to be very rich too since it always seems that the more successful you are, the more unhappy you will be. I will just be contented with love and warmth + a little extra cash to spare. hehex.

Let me try and maintain my blog for as loooooong as possible. as in.. until I am old and withering. haha. then I get to look through all the silly posts I have posted. I try to be funny okay.. Really trying. Hopefully I can laugh my sorrow off with this blogs when i read back:D

SuperFellynonsensicallyironicandcontradictive. my word. WEEE..

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its 11.24pm now and I am half-asleep. I love thursdays the most out of the weekdays because it is really loads of fun! SnW(sports and wellness) is a great module since I desperately need some form of exercise. My physique has been going down the drain ever since sec2. Sheesh.. it really is bad:S I chose Tennis due to the mere fact that the choices did not include hip-hop, cheerleading or yoga... sigh.. really wanted to try them out.. but anyway, I am still enjoying the Tennis lessons =D yeppie! new experiences= new discoveries. I'm lovin it though it is a bad thing to place SnW before CAT(creative applied thinking?)... it jus makes u wanna slp in class..

I love CATS too.. feel that it is finally something which I can grasp pretty well. It jus requires creativity. weeeeee.. Really really really sweet and not excluding the fact that my teacher for CATS is great.:D

After this two lessons... it is time for HOME SWEET HOME! woot.. is'nt it lovely.. as in i get to leave school at 12pm:D 2day my plan was to meet chewy and accompany him to the ApPle shop at wheelock where he can buy his Apple earpiece:S dots.. it is like 50 plus! damn expensive. i guess now chewy knows how to protect and take care of his earpieces. haha.. :D

k i guess i stop here.. too tired to cont. hehex

GD NITE!!