Monday, November 12, 2007
What does it feels like when you thought the 1 person who knows you the most turns out be be what u least expected? Is it pain? is it confusion?How come it all feels so unfair? Regardless of any reason, the kite can just fly as far as it wants while the caged up bird can only look upon the soaring kite and hope.
What can I say? I am just a weakling with no power of rebuttal. I really hate it! Really. But I can't give it all up. I just really can bear to lose it. In such a dilemma. I love to be protected yet I need my freedom as well. Just like the story I just read 2day, which is about a farmer who owns a bird. The poor bird was well fed and loved but it was being caged up. On hearing his son words of letting the bird go since if the bird really feels the love of the farmer, it will stay even without the cage, the farmer then let it go. The bird returned in the end.
It really got to me. Real love stays without any form of chains. Letting go is the first step to loving.
but i still can't.
really can't
Really pathetic arn't I?
Isn't it better if i let go and allow you to fly and take control?
I'm still selfish. I really know and I fear this 1 step.
Maybe I'm the bird in the cage only that my wings are broken and I cannot fly. I need the love and care because I'm just to weak. Maybe I choose love to freedom.
Some sacrifices are meant to be made to be able to achieve your goal. I guess that's mine.
Tears are nth.
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