YES! IT's FRIDAY. Nope. To be exact, it's saturday. YEP. It means. the long awaited weekends are here again. Come to think of it.. time really zooms by. I don't wanna grow old -不想长大! (an S.H.E song). hehex.
I feel like I am still struggling with my age. Sometimes I really feel old and more matured than my peers(feel only la), I mean like I think more I think? Or at least I feel that I think a lot. Yet, ironically, I feel so childish when I cry so ever often at minor issues. OMGosh. I don't really like it when I cannot take control of myself or rather, situations where I cannot control and end up feeling so small and ignorant. BAH!
2day.. there was the Red Camp meeting.. got to c people in Centurions again.. quite a nice feeling yet don't really have the attached feeling. I don't think that we are bonded enough. I guess there are just too many people..
Maybe Not..?
I feel that it is hard to make really best friends in poly... I dunno. Everybody is just too busy with their many committements elsewhere. There are many acquaintances yet nth beats having 1 single best friend. I am not the kind to like being in groups.. Better if it is just a pair. :)
I have soooo many things to talk about each day. Like I feel that I have chosen the wrong course. haha.. Now then I realise huh? Yea.. I think I will perservere no matter what anyway. I will just take this as an experience when I am older since I bet my future job will have nth much to deal with new water. But if it is... then..... I would not mind too. haha..! See how easy I am with my life. I have no focus= No success.:( sigh.. I wanna be rich! K la not i do not want to be very rich too since it always seems that the more successful you are, the more unhappy you will be. I will just be contented with love and warmth + a little extra cash to spare. hehex.
Let me try and maintain my blog for as loooooong as possible. as in.. until I am old and withering. haha. then I get to look through all the silly posts I have posted. I try to be funny okay.. Really trying. Hopefully I can laugh my sorrow off with this blogs when i read back:D
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