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Wednesday, December 2, 2009
I HAVE SHIFTED MY BLOG TO

http://fellypanny.blogspot.com

LOVE Fel

I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:17 AM

Sunday, May 24, 2009
Hi again,

It has been awhile eh, many stuffs have 
happened during just this one short month. Some stuffs like:

I've just received my 2nd month's pay(allowance as they put it), my boyfriend's birthday had just past (phew, a relief! LOL. bzbz), I've submitted my Interim report(sigh. Oh well...), I've just past my 7th practical driving lesson (I'm scared of my own driving:S), I've ended my Japanese Immersion trip interview (Keeping my fingers cross!) etc......

Loads of major stuffs which had seriously drained much of my energy. 

I've made my very 1st no-bake cheese cake:) A total success. weeee:) Thanks to the tips from Xiang Yun. 

Anyway, the reason I've wanted to blog was that, I was feeling quite empty. You know, the glass is half empty kind of empty feeling? yup. Whatever. Sigh... 

I don't understand why I couldn't get that kind of laughter and smile from you. Its quite sad. That night when you were surrounded by your friends, you were seriously happy. Laughing non-stop, smiling all the way... I felt that you were so different when you are with me. :( I'm happy for you but then that sense of emptiness strucked me. Kept dwelling within me, the bystander who had onlooked it all but was overlooked. It was just the same feeling I felt last year on your birthday as well. 

I'm getting tired with keeping up. You club, I club too. But I realized that I don't truly enjoy it all because the main reason was to keep up and through it, I lost a little of me. You've changed and I just have to accept it. Fought but lost so I can only accept... I need to be more open to these changes.. Slow but yea. Its coming along.  



Some random photos:




















Dina's bdae, 1st ever clubbing experience with Fly. Btw, Phuture is SMALL! ugghh.. 






































Gross Praying Mantis dish:S Ewww. Zoe's mum brought it back from Thailand. (This was taken quite long ago but I have to put up this photo man!) I ATE THAT! =_=. My first and last but it dint tasted as bad as it looked. 











































Kor Darren's Birthday! At Changi chalet:) Family photo..:)




































Great Japanese BBQ restaurant. Ingenious BBQ pit which omitted huge flames and smoke:) 
LOVE it. Ate Beef sashi(right photo) and loads of beef and pork 牛と豚肉! 

I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:38 PM

Sunday, April 5, 2009
Im feeling a little sleepy now... Guess its my daily body clock ringing to sleep. Im getting used to a healthy lifestyle of a 10pm-6.30am sleeping routine! (Although sometimes I try to rebel a little... like now)

Japanese Results:(
Ive seen my Jap results from school:( B+! HUMPH! I thought I tried to work harder:( Anyway, its not really important because having a JLPT 4 Cert says alot more.. (self consoling.. sigh.) eh?

Driving Practical Lesson!
Anyway, last week Sunday, I took my 1st practical driving lesson:) Yay! So exciting but was abit embarrassed. I did not rmb Final theory stuffs and was scolded somewhat=X... Eh.. U cant blame me for studying smartly ma.. haha.. actually i just rmbed the ans from the qns off the booklets that could be done during the practice. Who would have known... =X The pricing for each lesson is $26/28 (off peak/ peak)... expensive man...Furthermore, it was mentioned that I have to take at least 30 hours of lessons before the exam... how much would that amount to? $780-$840? (on lessons alone.. excluding registration fee, Traffic Police fee.....)

I will be having lessons later at 12pm and I think I should better study the Final theory stuffs once more to fend off more scoldings.. =X hehe... btw, I realized that Regina, my pri school buddy is learning from the same instructor.. weee!! how cool is that:) Saw my instructor below my block today and he mentioned about his student, Regina who said that she knows me:)

Jap Food Recipes
Guess what I did the entire night.... Research on Jap food recipes while watching Prison Break 4! Weeee.. Im so hyped up... Really feel like getting down to the cooking soon.. for a nice surprise for a nice someone.. :) I guess it will really cost a bomb just by getting those ingredients! I wrote it all out in my little recipe book:)

Prison break 4
rocks. But it seems a little draggy already... Its like there is always a major climax and straight away... the anticlimax.. :( Just about to reach the finishing point then they are back to the starting point again! Damn.. but its exciting man...

Marley & Me
I watched Marley & Me at home today... I felt that the best part of the movie came only at the end where it was really touching.. the front part was... I felt. hmm.. nothing much... Its my first time watching a Jennifer Aniston movie and I felt that she was actually much older in her mannerism than my perception of her... hm.. Not that it actually concerns me in any way .. haha...

My saturday yesterday was a not bad one:) I met up with Zoe:) and then Chewy:). It wasnt long for either meeting but it was sufficient to make my day! Relaxed at home and enjoyed my own company. What a great way to slack a saturday! Anyway, before slacking, I accompanied my mother to Toa Payoh to the interior designer's shop.

My house would be re-renovated and Im quite worried about the prospects of having to share a room with my entire family or rather having a proper place to sleep when it actually starts.... oh gosh... Actually.. There is not alot of work that has to be done for my room and my younger sissy's room and in fact... The major renovation works would happen in the kitchen, living room and my mums room.. woa! One day before the renovation starts, I shall take the before photo of my house. Lets compare the 'after' photos after it is all done.. haha.. :)

K!! Im signing off.. Btw, congrats to chewy!! He got into Marine Offshore Technology at NP!! YAY!!! so happy for him.:)

NIGHTY NIGHT PEEPS!

I miss your beautiful smile ... 12:20 AM

Saturday, March 21, 2009
So much has happened during my blogging disappearances. I feel that I had grown a little more compared to the same time last year.

Some nice things I shall start of with:




Next step-> PRACTICAL LESSONS! EXCITED! How would I fare? :S

Stop on the slope like I once did with the go-kart in escape theme park? That was the dumbest experience man! You ask me how I managed to get myself stuck? I shall tell u my secret: I stepped on both the brake and accelerator. =_= dumb. I sat there waiting for the worker to come and tell me, dont step on both. GREAT. To think that while figuring my situation, I actually remove the pressure on both the brakes and accelerator. The go kart then rolled alittle back which then caused me to panicked and to step on both again.

Btw, that actually happened during my secondary years. =_=

- quite a success despite the initial failure (the yeast was supposed to bubble in the the water but we could only see a few.. ) =X


YAY! I have always wanted to eat out more often. Really really wanted since mau and dina always talk about the great food outside of cck (i am like the frog in the well, never get to c much of the outside world in which my case refers to chua chu kang)
Thanks chewy for going along with me. Sry i dint know the way there.. :(

Though its not really that okay seeing that I have gotten a blemished- C+. But i doubt that would trigger an order to refund my scholarship money as I still did alright. :).










I really think that Exams are really important as my common test was really a huge pile of mess. I really chiong hard for my Exams:)

Working is hard work!!! Full attention have to be paid to everything at all times! Unlike sch where u get to slack and stone. Im quite lucky to have to share my office with my classmates- Maurice and Yizi:) hehe.. Our office is also "cut-off" from most of the full-timers. My supervisors are nice as they are really quite patient:)

I got to see the plants in Sembcorp and its cool man. Its not just office work 24/7! YAY! I never wasted my time at all and its been all very enriching! Though its great, after work, you would feel like heading home for bed. Its that exhausting really!

Random: I want to buy loads of stuffs, how? No MONEY $$$$- How should I spend my 1st pay? I want a nice wallet which Im terribly lacking (possibly a branded one. HAHA), A camera and clothes!!

PS: I miss watching movies with you.

Shall try to maintain this blog:) hehe. even though ive said that umpteen times... hehe. Im falling sick:( tink its the lack of sleep:( K ba. I shall head to bed! NIGHTYS!

I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:45 PM

Saturday, February 28, 2009
//
It all started with a simple thing called LOVE.
Why do things start to get complicated from there?
Is it supposed to be like that?
//

Yesterday was a truly funNY clubbing experience. My 2nd and yet another flopped clubbing experience. HAHA.
Double O seems alot better than St. James to me... hmm.. less indian music:) cheaper drinks!


Gary got to eat tao suan and see hair
Guo An got to enjoy an hour of concert in his Black box!

=X super FUNNY
I cannot divulge too much regarding the night but in the end, all i could say was I ended playing the Rubics Cube for like 5hours? LOL. (stil cant solve:( )

//

ONE GREAT NEWS!
I passed my JLPT 4!!! super super happy. :)

ya know, its like, I was feeling feverish during the paper and how I skimmed through a pass was quite unbelievable. what a blessing! Considering 309/400! WHAT~! weeeeeee~

My disappointing common test results had alot to do with the pressurized studying for JLPT and it was somehow worthwhile!
** But I really do hope i do not really have a "chui" results for this Semester.
//

ITS A 1 week holiday for me NOW! After that, its 6months straight Attachment to Sembcorp in Jurong Island. =X... JIAYOU JIAYOU. I fear the competition in such a strong huge pool of talents:( Wish me all the best because I really do wish to do well. HAHA.
//

I miss your beautiful smile ... 5:05 PM

Friday, February 13, 2009
IM sooooooo craving for so many things! BUY BUY BUY! Materialistic me. HAHA.

Nah not really. Actually I always am tempted to buy stuffs but in the end.. I don't. (too expensive, not worth the price, not nice enough, troublesome... blah blah blah.... ) Excuses.
Some of the stuffs that i was tempted to buy are listed below.

POLAROID CAMS

Recently I was browsing through blogshops and I came upon one which sold POLAROID CAMS. Wahhhh. like super cute man. (See link below)

http://green-poppies.livejournal.com/40047.html#cutid1

COSMETICS

Aww.. :( but its a lil impractical for me to buy it. CUTE but I believe i will rarely touch it. There is another site which sells lots of branded cosmetics. SK II, SHU UEMURA... Seems really cheap but alot of them have run out of stock..

http://www.bbcosme.com/pages.php/page/bodycare


Wee.. I should be focusing on my exams now man...

Nah. PETS SOCIETY- word challenge IS THE WAY.. :)
btw, I read on newspaper that the cut-off points for uni is up for JC & poly students.. woa.. I better buck up. (even though i still have 2 years with SembCorp before any study plans can be made)

I miss your beautiful smile ... 1:18 PM

Monday, February 2, 2009
HAPPY CHINESE NIU YEAR! GONG XI FA CAI!

weeee.. A little late but Im still in time:) Today is Chu 8 le! So fast:( What a new year...

I mean.. It's like... What?! New year over already ar... I missed out on the enjoyment.:( STUPID SCHOOL term. Really man! Who will soooo cleverly plan the exam period just after CNY. =_=. had been ranting about this since last year. (grumbles..)

New year resolutions? --- Nah. No time. HA.

The year of the RAT was quite... sucky towards the end for me. I hope it will be the last of it.

hmm.. this Niu year seems to be starting out quite fine.. I PASSED MY BTT!! Weeeeeeeee~
btw, I'm happy to be back in a "so-far-so-good" relationship:)

This year....

I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:08 PM

Friday, January 16, 2009
My Personality
Neuroticism
40
Extraversion
47
Openness to Experience
76
Agreeableness
50
Conscientiousness
4
You do not feel nervous in social situations, and have a good impression of what others think of you, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. You lead a leisurely and relaxed life. You would prefer to sit back and smell the roses than indulge in high energy activities. You enjoy a certain amount of debate or intellectual thought, but sometimes get bored with too much. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up, however you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. Mostly you work towards achieving your best, although in some areas you are content just to get the job done.

Take a personality tests now or view the full Personality Report.

Uggs

This report compares you to other women who are 20 or younger in Singapore.

Neuroticism


Overall Score
40
Anxiety
57
Anger
49
Depression
41
Self-Consciousness
9
Immoderation
34
Vulnerability
76

You are generally calm, although some situations can make you feel anxious or tense. You don't usually get angry too easily but some things can annoy you. Mostly your emotions are on an even keel and you do not get depressed easily. You do not feel nervous in social situations, and have a good impression of what others think of you. You often resist any cravings or urges that you have, but sometimes you give in. You experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress.

Extraversion


Overall Score
47
Friendliness
55
Gregariousness
66
Assertiveness
31
Activity Level
12
Excitement-Seeking
63
Cheerfulness
57

You generally make friends easily enough although you mostly don't go out of your way to demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You like crowds but sometimes feel overwhelmed by them. Sometimes you feel like you need some privacy and time for yourself. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You lead a leisurely and relaxed life. You would prefer to sit back and smell the roses than indulge in high energy activities. You enjoy some excitment and risk taking in your life. You have a generally cheerful disposition.

Openness to Experience


Overall Score
76
Imagination
52
Artistic Interests
61
Emotionality
83
Adventurousness
89
Intellect
49
Liberalism
60

You are a moderately imaginative person who enjoys a good balance between the real world and fantasy. You are reasonably interested in the arts but are not totally absorbed by them. You have good access to and awareness of your own feelings. You are eager to try new activities, travel to foreign lands, and experience different things. You find familiarity and routine boring, and will take a new route home just because it is different. You enjoy a certain amount of debate or intellectual thought, but sometimes get bored with too much. You like the security of tradition, but sometimes have a desire to bend the rules and challenge conventional thinking.

Agreeableness

Overall Score
50
Trust
82
Morality
25
Altruism
41
Cooperation
27
Modesty
75
Sympathy
41

You naturally assume that most people are fair, honest, and have good intentions. You believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You will help others if they are in need. If people ask for too much of your time you feel that they are imposing on you. You are not adverse to confrontation and will sometimes even intimidate others to get your own way. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up. You are mostly a compassionate person, however you prefer to make objective judgments when possible.

Conscientiousness


Overall Score
4
Self-Efficacy
3
Orderliness
3
Dutifulness
9
Achievement-Striving
43
Self-Discipline
13
Cautiousness
18

Often you do not feel effective, and may have a sense that you are not in control of your life. In general you tend to be disorganized and scattered. You find contracts, rules, and regulations overly confining and are sometimes seen as unreliable or even irresponsible by others. Mostly you work towards achieving your best, although in some areas you are content just to get the job done. You find yourself procrastinating and show poor follow-through on tasks. Often you fail to complete tasks - even tasks that you want very much to complete. You often say or do the first thing that comes to mind without deliberating alternatives and the probable consequences of those alternatives. This report was created by learnMyself.com

I miss your beautiful smile ... 4:14 PM

Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Its official. We have broken up.

It gave me somewhat a relief from the heart pains that I was going through the past few weeks. At least it is a close chapter for now. I really hope that the next time ( if there is a next time that is) that we get together, it will make a better balance to our life. Not a burden but like the bright star above the christmas tree:) Making it beautiful and brightening up everything!

Even though i know i cannot rely on u anymore. I shouldnt have in the 1st place. I dint know I shouldnt and i totally relied on u. It was a wrong foot out in the 1st place where we begin. We were eventually faced with this inevitable prob.

Smile. cuz life is too sad a place if we focused on the flaws.

Probably you should try this out: whenever something make u unhappy, think of 5 happy stuffs:) (like the harry potter spell thing. hehe)

I miss your beautiful smile ... 1:21 AM

Sunday, January 11, 2009
I cannot lose myself.

Hey guys. Just talk to me if u see this message. In need of comfort. HA.

Anyway, its been awhile. I've recently learnt loads of stuff. Painfully truthful stuffs.
I miss those days. I'm actually quite stuck you see. Dumbest ever! weeee~ How? I think Im going to have a split personality. LOL~!

These past week, I had spent sooooooooo much money and tears. Know more people. Got back my friends. Lost 1 person. I'm still trying. In fact, I realised 1 thing: In the end, you are really alone. Ur family will never leave you if possible but all else do. It sucks to see things change when you dont want it to. It really hurts to be left out cuz of it.

Everyone should really treasure. Treasure the one you love. Stop for a moment and think about how you have taken anyone for granted esp the one you don't wanna lose. Stop whinning and complaining. I did. I'm sorry. I know I wore u off.

I kept thinking that maybe I should let u off. Ive learnt my lesson though but I guess its too late... Your feeling is like.... that lo. If u were to come back then we are meant to be? I cant bare to say it. really. it sucks. SUCKS!

Have to be GAY like what Ai Wei said. :) I think i should have a walk by myself 1 day. Havent tried that before and i think i want too. Ive fallen quite deep. Its really hard to get up.

I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:29 PM

Friday, November 14, 2008
WEEEEpeeeeeeeeeeee:)

JunLin and I made it to the finals of BE souls of entertainment singing comp!!! WAHAHA.
Cry- Mandy Moore

Just got the sudden urge to blog amidst the weariness.

I'm drowning in bloody projects though.

This is the only thing i can look forward to:) how can I not be happy!

Looking at my past singing history, its quite long actually, shall say it another time~ HAHA. NITEY NITE everyone. gd luck to me and thanks everyone for the support. :D
I feel like thanking Sze Mei the most cuz even after persistently not telling her the venue, she still went to support us. Evn though we are not very close, she was very supportive! HAHA:) Sze Mei is a gd person. HA:)

I miss your beautiful smile ... 12:26 AM

Sunday, October 19, 2008
I'm BACK! From China, from MIA and all... :)

China was great and now, school has started! Many upcoming events which to be honest. I hope I can cope with. HA!

Happy 2nd year 2nd month Chewy:)

After coming back from China, I believe I had put on weight!:( Sad to say... Even though it is a bliss to be able to eat all the good food. From Chomp chomp (Serangoon?), Botak Jones, Jap restaurant to Fish & Co...

Food Food Foooooooooooooood!
My resolution for this sem shall be to eat less & save up! Weeeee... hehehe..

Recently, I tried the Fish spa tingy at Farmart. Omg! Like quite scary:S Hehe.. I was the one who initiated it yet when I pulled Chewy to try, he placed his feet in the water all the time while I kept pulling my legs away from the waters. The feeling at first feels like "ma bi". LOL. Wierd so I pulled out. I then bravely lowered my feet in again. This time, I looked at the swarms of fishes biting at my legs. Wah!! SCARY. Lift it up again. HA. I was scolded by Chewy lo cuz whenever I pull away, the many fishes would swim up to his feet. Hahahahaha. It's quite fun but we stayed for only 15mins- $5.

After it, it was then it hitted upon me that, what if people with dieases and open wounds came into contact with this water. Oh man. I got worried as Chewy had a minor wound and would he be at risk? I went online to search about this fish spa. Apparently, at other places, the water was sterilised by UV lights and treated though there was a case at AMK, where 2 sisters contracted fungal infection after the spa treatment. Erm.. that's a bad sign eh.

The below is what a doctor commented from that article:

Dermatologist Patricia Yuen says:
1. No proven medical benefit from fish spa. Fish might bite off skin cells, but it is not a medical treatment. If water is not treated for hygiene, it could be a breeding ground for fungi.
2. Possible to get fungal and bacterial skin infection from submersion in the fish tank.
3. Symptoms of fungal and bacterial infection and redness of the skin, blotchiness and itchiness. With scratching and after-treatment, a brown pigmentation may appear. Brown patches will disappear eventually anytime from a few weeks to a few months.

The above abstract is taken from: http://www.asiaone.com/Health/Women%2527s%2BMatters/Story/A1Story20080825-84184.html

I am quite suspicious of the fish spa at farmart... It did not put any information of the ways it sterilize the water. Sigh. Shall not do any more stunts. Just in case, prevention is better then cure thus I will refrain from going again already. :) btw, I saw over thd net that HIV/AIDs and all cannot be transmitted through the water or the fishes.

Yup! Till next time:) btw, I bought SHE newest album le! hehehe..:)

I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:26 PM

Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Hey... for this entire China trip 25th Aug- 6th Oct 08, my post will be on

http://felly-madeinchina.blogspot.com/
(for one of my module which req us to blog)

Check me out there! :D

I miss your beautiful smile ... 2:22 PM

Saturday, August 30, 2008




Hey...............!!


I am in China, Wuhan!! It's the 6th day now.. considering that it is past midnight. These few days have been really fun but I do miss things and people at home. For one thing that I felt pleasantly surprised was that the hostel had good standards. It was way beyond my impression of how hostels were like. It is an apartment in fact! There's the kitchen, bathroom, living room and 2bed rooms:) Not common toilets and kitchens but individual apartment ones:):) Sweet..
The street opposite Wuhan Institute of Technology ( the one I am living at ), the street food are really palatable and awfully cheap. I even ate the Smelly beancurd! It smells like the drain and the smell seems to linger in your mouth. It comes with a sauce with garlic and chilli. hmm... I feel that it is quite xiang at the start but it gets stronger and feels wierder as time passes. Aiya. I don't know whether it tastes nice or not :/
The things that I have to get used to is the unlawless traffic where vehicles speed past regardless of the traffic signs(eg. red lights, green man.....) and the wierd tap water.... :S Feel so uneasy using it to bath and wash hands. I still like Sg's clean and drinkable tap water! Btw, the air pollution is really serious.. sigh...
Zha Jiang Mian
I ate this in the mega shopping mall which is comparable to vivo city. HA! Its only 10 yuan-2sgd. So diff from Sg's:) Nice!
I shall cut short on my post for now, will update on more pics as soon as I have a little more time to spare.

Ps: I ALMOST fell flat on my face ytd at the Three Gorges Dam! LOL! I'm impressed by my quick reaction. As when I saw that the way ahead which if I fall down will be a long way, I jumped and hopped down to the ground level, landing perfectly:) Phew.
Btw, I tio con! SAD. spent supposedly 3 times the price for some items. Now i know that i must really slash the price. XD
K nitey nitex!!! slpy!!!


yt

I miss your beautiful smile ... 12:46 AM

Saturday, August 16, 2008
Yeah. Im back.

Sigh. I'm having so much mixed feelings about going China. Was truly excited when I talked to Dina bout it on the way too IMM. The shopping, the food... ect. 1.5 MONTHS long stay. I will be off in 10days.. i miss everyone....:( however long it may be that i have not seen you guys. =X. even my family and chewy. EMO=_=......

just watched 'Money Not Enough 2' ytd. it was really sad. and to Shi Hao's expectation. I really cried.=_=. I tried to hold back man. really. but damn! There's just too many sad scenes. One after another. The poor wife. The poor mother. POOR WOMEN. Felt like pitying myself. LOL!

SIGH

Till next time...( in china)

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I miss your beautiful smile ... 3:12 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008
PICS UPDATE!

BOARD GAME
Nice right~~ HARD WORK okay~ This is our presentation stuffs for Work safety and health! It is really very fun and useful. Poor Jeevan was Owned by Me and Dina. Every time when it comes to his turn, there will be additional rules that will be created to his disadvantage! HAHA! Example: he had already bought a few items on hand while me and dina still have yet to buy any, we then created a rule which is: when a player throws double, he/she will get to take away another player's item:):) WAHAH!




Ballooooooooooooons! My birthday present from Chewy! All with Helium gas to float! :)


<--Chewy!


Cute cup cakes for Jie Rachel's 21st birthday on 25th July:) Happy Birthday!


Chewy's sis baby. Baby Janelle:) Born on 22/07/08!

I miss your beautiful smile ... 1:00 AM

Monday, July 21, 2008
I'm back.. hmm.. How long has it been since I last blogged? Before my birthday and even before my IS event day. Feel so sucky now. Just had my Jap exam + Speaking test today. It's the last day of Jap 103. とても残念でしたね~。悲しいです。難しく中田です、でも。。。如何して?!!がんばってください、そして私わの欲しいisテストーcan pass well.. Thanks dear for asking your dad to pick me up from school and for being there when I was upset. I guess I'm quite fortunate. Thanks Antoinette for being my test partner:)

Miss my friends.
Love my bf:)

I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:26 PM

Tuesday, July 1, 2008
I was deeply upset and shocked at my groupmates disappearing act today for our Entrepreneur module at LOT 1 mac. It was already a super convenient location to meet up and yet I really cannot believe that they could do this to me.

Today was really impt cuz of the sudden change in direction as to what our project was going to sell. It was a super rush thing cuz the change was decided only yesterday and we had to come up with the design by 2day! FKing angry can! I was super stress (finally knew how it felt like:( ) since ytd. Even skipped Jap to go home and come up with the design. I can truly say that only 1 of my group mate was with me the entire time. THANKS CONG SHEN!

Btw, I outsourced for talented ppl like Vishal to come up with a short catch phrase. HA! NIce. My Sis fren came up with a design for me too! (sry, the design came up too late and we had decided on the other 1 already)
THANKS VISHAL! THANKS SISSY's FREN!

Vishal was really super helpful. I owe u 1 wanton mee. :)

Thanks all the ppl who came to my rescue when I needed it. Even just to comment on the designs!


Through this I learnt that :

true frens stay true:)


Only the chosen design is shown below. Dunno why I can't upload my sissy's fren design.:S
I really like the words written. The tree was drawn by me=X using microsoft words k. LOl.



This PROUD 1 day's rush design is brought to u by Vishal and ME!
Selling at $10 per shirt for a charitable cost. We will be donating whatever profit there is to the charity. I came out with roughly $300+ dollars today to pay the supplier! Sigh.
Fel

I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:25 PM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Some random photos:



Really scumptious looking cupcakes from Coffee Bean. Have to order 3days in advance. Its only roughly $20 for this. Btw, the Strawberries coated with chocolate and other stuffs in a box is BETTER! I really love it. Hmm.. probably I will buy it on my birthday? Treat ppl eat? hahaha.



Khai bought this from Saudi Arabia for me:) Awww.. Super nice right! MY name! Seee seee see! I LOVE IT! thanks Khai!
My mummy bought this MP4 for me:) 2GB. I told her that I wanted to use a voice recorder in China so she bought me this:) THANKS MUM!
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This week is Singapore International Water Week!

I got myself involved by agreeing to be an usher for the Water project competition. Went Suntec with Maurice and Dina at 8am today. It was really fruitful. I was really impressed with the NUS Maths and Science students. There was a group of 3 who were around the age of 16 *OMGOSH younger than me!* who did their project quite in-depth. I felt that there were good but Jian Hao, Dina and Joycelyn felt that they should have not sacrificed so many fishes. Hmmm.. I din't realise that so as many as 50 fishes( small) were used=X

Anyway, sidetracking, the Eclairs were Awesome! The choco coating with thick choc cream filling... Aww..

After the proj showcases, we headed to the Water technology exhibition. Did some phototaking:) hehehe. I decided to learn smiling widely:D Felt quite awkward with my eyes feeling dry and blurry when I want to smile widely and open my eyes wider. :S




In the exhibition, many technologies that we have studied in class were right in front of us. cool

Was truly exhausted after the entire event. It was roughly 11.50am that time.



B4 going home to bath, I went to eat pastamania with Chewy and his aunt. =X When I first saw his aunt with him, I said hello. Chewy then said call ar. I was stunned. hehe. Cuz I was at a loss as to what to call her. heheh.......... Ended up I said,


"Ah Yee".




Btw, usually facing his sister and brother I will end up awkwardly not calling them by saying.. "er... (straight away go to topic)..." skipping the entire name calling cuz I don't know how I should call them. By their name? Or Jie Jie? Wierd lei................!!! Bah. Don't wanna be rude too. Sigghhh...

Received my WRT results today, 80/100. hmm.. I should work harder. Anyway I'm quite satisfied with my result. I'm just afraid of my Worksafety common test result.


Pics taken from the Water week:







I'm a trade Visitor?



VS





Maurice said I looked like the weather reporter. LOL!


Don't I look professional:)


I think my 1st pic looked dumb. Cuz as I said my it was hard trying to smile widely and open my eyes wider. It really felt awkward!!






SO CUTE RIGHT!! They are called Water Wally.~ My cute twins:)


Wei Yi hooked them up. Awww so cute. I want to give Chewy 1.

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I got quite Emo on the way home today.
hmm. I recalled the times when I did not had a bf, I felt like a cup which was half empty. Occasionally I felt pangs of lonliness when I saw how others were in pairs.

Now, I'm greatful yet occasionally, I feel like a cup that is brimming to the top and is about to overflow and spill. Some times I do and all that's inside of the cup spills out and once again I'm at the half-empty-lonliness stage. Perhaps the cup is not being half empty but half full instead. When you are happy most of the time, you do not really cherish it huh? Probably this half fullness is to remind me that I should still be happy.

I decided to alight at Palm garden to walk home. Half holding back the tears and trying to hide the spilled tears. Hmm. Am I too demanding?

I really hate the feeling of knowing that that something will happen even though I was assured that it will happen. I believed and hope that it will not happen yet it really happens. The sense of disappointment is greater huh? Sorry if I do not make any sense to you. Anyway, I quite like the long way home. There was some sense of peacefulness which I can truly indulge in. The emoness allowed me to reminsce and ponder all the way home. I walked the long way and avoided the crowds so that I can cry freely. Felt quite sourish though. Anyway, I have to hide it all once I reach home. :) No one has to find out. It's best this way.


Phew, feels so much better...... already:)
Felly pan signing off!

I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:34 PM

Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Photos I promised to upload=X haha.

Photoshoot for poly experience











KL trip-Sewage treatment plant





Guess what is all this............ waha! Ur very own teh tarik mixing machine:D


Not..








Ambassadors TnB -THE BLACK TIE night.



I realised I was dressed wierdly after looking at the photos. LOL! Oh man... Shall not post those wierd pics. I think I was better dressed the previous year.Lets do a comparison.

Poolside Party vs Red Carpet style- The Black Tie



I took some time to take Wedding Photos. See below.



Nice ba. Believe it or not? OF COURSE NOT LA.
My Juniors & Joyce Lee:) weee hehe.. cool huh.



Peek-a-boo->
yea. k la act cute. I know what you are thinking. haha. who cares:)

I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:39 AM

Monday, June 16, 2008
Yea! I'm finally back from KL and NP Ambassadors TnB Camp!!! Weeeeeeee.. Learnt soooooo much during that short 1 week of my 2 weeks short break. In KL we got to see the water treatment plants and I wasn't expecting the lack of the mixture of rotten-eggs-and-cow-dungy smell. HA! It's really applied to what I had learnt in school. It felt really cool!

Every day was super rushing. EVEN SHOPPING!! Arghh.. Angry man! I anticipated more of Shopping. sigh. You know, it was like flip flip flip(the clothes) and No I don't think I see anything worth buying and within secs Im out of the shop and onto the next, repeating this motion. =_= 3hrs of shopping max per day for 3 days. End up I only bought 2 piece of underwear, 2 dress, 1 top and 1 shirt. Nvm, I shall look forward to the China trip in Aug. Btw, theres sooo many pics to be uploaded but.. I shall not do it now, too sleepy.

PS: I spent like super alot!! Where did it all go to? I think rubbish food.=_=

*As a class, we had bonded quite a lot during the short 4 days.:) Sweet. Now Jeevan and Jeremy knows me more. XD

I have to thank Geraldina alot for being the superb Student Leader. She was as usual, great:) I really relied everything on her!! hehx. sry:( Feel quite guilty.

Random: Recently Innocence by Avril Lavinge kept playing in my mind



Oh man. im reali slpy... i shall cont 2mrw

I miss your beautiful smile ... 1:33 AM

Thursday, June 5, 2008
Naomi tagged me to do the following:)

1. Have you ever loved someone?
Past loves are not to be mentioned. Loving some 1 NOW:) hehex.

2. Who is more important to you? friends or bf?
I think it is both but I'm sorry to say that I can zhong se qing you.=X

3. Who are the people you trust the most?
Zoe, Chewy, Eng Kiat, Vishal.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Sigh. I guess not.

5. Are you missing someone now?
Yea:)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Of course. :) Nothing can get worse during the 'rain'. It can only get better:)
Btw, I loveee rainbows, seeing it cheers me up.

7. What is your goal for this year?
Learn to be more independent:) Speak up.

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
I wish for it. It's abit hard to happen though after seeing my grandparents, I think that can happen:):)

9. What feeling do you love the most?
Bitter sweet? I like being surprised:)

10. What are the requirements of your the other half?
Talented, Honest, Listens to what I have to say, considerate, Smart & harworking. Best if he's romantic:)

11. List the best moments in your life.
Finding the 1 I love:)
Secondary sch pizza hut days
Acceptance into NP Ambassadors- tough k.
K-boxing with Zoe:)
Receiving the scholarship.

12. What do you hate most?
Liars
Weakness

13. Between love and money?
Love is of course the most impt:)

14. What's the most attractive things about a person to you?
Helpful, Kind, Patient and charisma.

15. Describe the person who tagged you using 5 words.
Sweet, Helpful, Smart, Faithful and soft-spoken

16. Who can you not live without?
My family, chewy and great frens: Zoe, Eng Kiat, Vishal

17.If you have one wish now, what would you wish for?
Happiness to everyone I love and to myself:)

18.What do you want most for your birthday.
Friends and many many presents:) btw my birthday is on 13th JULY. hehehe. Those who have seen it cannot run away from it hor!

19. Have I kept pets before?
Yup, the most treasured 1 was my terrapin from my uncle:(. I remembered that I kept it for so long until my father volunteered to put it in his office pond. Sadly, it ran away from the pond:( Never got to see it again. :(

20. Do you believe in dreams come true?
Yea! Many dreams came true for me. I'm so fortunately blessed. Treasuring this just in case I lose it.

Instructions: Remove 1 ques from above and add in your personal ques.
Make a total of 20 ques and tag 8 ppl. List them out at the end of your post. Notify them in your cbox! Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.the lucky 8(:

The 1 question that I add on is:

What do you think of YOURSELF?

The 1 question I choose to remove is:

Are you missing some 1.- too simple:)

1. Faithfee Pan
2. Kai Xin
3. Gary
4. Jie Xi
5. Gek Mun
6. Joyce
7. Yi Zi
8. Mei Xian

BLESS ALL OF YOU:)

I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:40 AM

Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Yeppy! Common Test is finally over:) Phew. shall just look forward to the short break and not think about how I fare=X

KL trip here I come!!! WAHA. Shopping all the way.... if that's possible:)
(sunday)

Another great news!! Sembcorp has decided to sponser my CHINA IMMERSION TRIP (1 and a half months, from August to Oct) YES! hehehe.. HAPPY. $1550 lei~! woot.

That's all on the update. Till after my KL and Ambassador's camp. XD



Fel

I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:08 PM

Sunday, May 25, 2008
Ytd, 24th May, I had a date with Chewy:)


Yours truly, on a romantic night out. hahahaha


SUN WITH MOON Romantic dinner by the Riverside. ($120 Voucher courtesy of mummy who won it from the fuku bag I collected with daddy @ Central Shopping Mall)
<--- The rice is actually steamed with a number of ingredients including : ginko nuts? seaweed, jiang yu zai(forgot the english term), salmon. Interesting.

<--- Chewy's Tempura set.

<---- LOVELY appetiser! Special right? It's a refreshing display of food. Modern Jap food. Aww.. Just love this the most. Love pretty things.:) Anyway, the appetiser consists of (from the right): Salmon + fish eggs, crispy flour balls?, cheese with tomato, tofu, crispy fried prawn with potato chip.

<--- My Main course! Beef. tender and juicy. so many layers. Actually I think there was even an apple slice. hehe.. drooling already:S


Initially, we thought that we were free to choose items from the menu and we were soooooo excited lor! We were embarassed not once but twice.

We reached Sun with Moon Japanese Dining & Café (Central) at 8pm after a 1hr plus ride on the bus and we were on time f0r our reservation time. After Chewy said he made a reservation under Mr Chew, the waitress mistook him for another Mr Chew and ushered us to the inside of the Restaurant. hmm.. when we called, the person who answered told us our seat have to be by the riverside but anyway, it did not bothered us and we still sat down. While browsing through our menu, the waitress popped up and told us she has made the mistake =_= and we were moved out. sheesh.

After moving to a nice spot by the blue lights, we cont. with the excited browsing. SIGH~ It was then, the manager came up to us with an apologetic look.

"Sorry but this is your menu, You can choose course A or B." we suddenly sian diao! :( Chewy and me was like er. (paiseh). Chewy even stated that he scared the whole course would not filling and even suggested us to eat Shabu Shabu after that. HA! It turned out that the 5-6 course dinner was really filling and he could not finish his rice lo. Me too la. hah!

the night for us was still young, we sat by the river talking and staring in fear at the ride on the other side of the river bank.

around 11pm, we went to meet up with his friends. A friendly great bunch of ppl:) Knew some of them through our MJ sessions lo. We proceeded to Double C and Chewy got a little tipsy. hah! I remained clear throughout:D Strong ma:) NAh, just nv drank that much. :)

Shall end here to go bath=X

I miss your beautiful smile ... 1:59 PM

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